masam masin manis

hoyehhh..secara rasminya aku merasmikan yang sem4 aku da berjaya ditamatkan.titik.
hidup tak selalunya indah..langit tak selalu cerah
ecece apekejadahnye aku nak bernasyid tetibe ni..hehe.
pjalanan hidup sem4 yg masam masam manis serta pahit
friendship terumbang ambing
fikiran terbang melayang
final exam yang lintang pukang ;p
latest event; sukanun yang mcm jadah ape tah!

3dara pingitan ;p comel kannn

me n oja... 

even kat tempat yg xbest pon bile ade korg..evrything jd BEST!marvelous!!

raye haji bersama ;p such a great memory.

sweet n lovely

bukan pakwe makwe je ada pokok..aku ngn oja pon ade..sweet kannn??

them...dalam kenangan..nxt sem insyaallah jumpe lagi..pic ni cntek ;p

dalam kenagan...dinner~stars of red carpet..smoga ceria2 selalu..thanks for being my fren..sorry for all the mistake ;p jumpe sem depan 

macam sedih lak tetibe..lg setahun je nak idop ngan korang..people come people go..haishhhhh...

yang penting enjoy!!

letters to juliet

done watching letters to juliet..such a fantastic romantic love story ;P..hehe..berangan seketika...


"Doubt thou stars are fire
Doubt that the sun doth move
Doubt truth be a liar
But never doubt I love"


"When we are Speaking about LOVE it is Never Too Late"


letter from claire to juliet:-
I didn't go to him Juliet. I didn't go to lorenzo. His eyes were so full of trust. I promised I'd meet him to run away together because my parents don't approve but instead I left him waiting for me below our tree, waiting and wondering where i was. I'm in verona now. I return to london in the morning and i'm so afraid. please juliet tell me what i should do. My heart is breaking and I have no one else to turn to. love claire


here is the letter from juliet to claire:-
Dear Claire, What and If are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don’t know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don’t know what a love like Juliet’s feels like – love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I’d like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet

nice to see nice to hold, once broken considered ________???

if u have probs pelissss cari kaunselor
yes x dinafikan..kwn bole dgr ur probs
but perlulah pilih kwn yg awk rase betul2 bole dgr n bole tolong
bukan dgn org yg penuh serabur serabai dgn masalah sendiri
i know u remaja..same macm aku..remaja..
mmg normal la ada masalah cinta2 ni..aishhh..lemas
tapi please..ttbe aku rase nak bg nasihat cket ngan pompuan2 yang baru terjebak dengan dunia khayalan korg...
aku bukan nak hasut korang supaya benci lelaki
tak de orang dalam dunia ni pon yang kalis cinta ok..*dipetik dari filem kalis cinta
tapi sila berpada-pada..cinta tu tak buta tp manusia yg bercinta tu yang buta..
tak kisah macam mane buruk pon pasangan korang..still u love him/her kan
bila dah bercinta..korang memang masyuk..dunia ni bagai ana yang punya lah kan..haihh
kalo ada problem dtg kat fren..ngadu2..ble friends bg nasihat korang bukan dengar pon..buang air liur je..
ni pengalaman aku sendiri..
aku ada kawan..mmg baik..taat pada tuhan
tapi 1 problem die..terlampau taksub pada cinta..x pernah bercinta la kan..
tibe2 dua jejaka masuk dalam hidup kwn aku ni..
selidik punya selidik..lelaki tu sorg pembawa prebet sapu..bukan aku merendahkan martabatnya..sekurang2nya still ada pendapatan yg halal..
tapi aku xberkenan dgn perangainye..bwk kwn aku date g tempat2 xsenonoh..
g mane tau x???tengok org merempit
siap ajak kwn ak g hotel lg..kononnye kwn aku ni ada seksual attraction lah..abis date kul 5 pagi...
subuh tu permulaan hari..bukan pengakhiran hari
ok aku actually x marah ngan lelaki tu..maybe tu lumrah lelaki..
susah nak matang..tapi aku geram ngan kawan aku ni...dah tau lelaki tu macam tu kenape nak berkepit lagi??
tak risau ke weh???


besarnye kuasa cinta kan???yang buruk jd cantik, yang cantik bertambah2 cantik...
gigi, gusi, lidah semue jadi lembut..nak mengayatkan..

'nice to see,nice to hold,once broken considered sold'
ni untuk barang kawan...
tapi kalo untuk gadis-gadis macam kite ni


'nice to seee,nice to hold,once broken considered _______________'
pandai2 la sambungkan sendiri..
yang penting bukan 'considered sold'...
kalo dah 'broken' tak de sape nak..x percaye???
tengok kiri..tengok kanan..ada x jejaka2 macho???
kalo ada g sergah tanye dorang..
mmg la now ni org kate lelaki dah tak kisah pompuan tu suci or tak..tapi betol ke???
aku bukan perlekehkan lelaki atau perempuan..
tapi aku mintak kaum2 aku ni sedar cket..siket pon jadilah
maruah kite tahta kite..jaga la..jgn menyesal sudah..
maybe fikiran aku ni ada org kate kolot..tapi aku peduli ape..
yang penting tak bertentangan dgn agama ;)


p/s:luahan otak n hati aku..pada sape2 yang xpuas hati,tersinggung,terasa..ampun maaf sy ucapkan

i'm stupid :p

because i'm too stupid i choose dis stupid song also :p


i'm stupid by ss501

Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you



specially dedicate to u..
Hurt a true heart as many times as you want, it won't stop loving you. But if you cheat on the true heart, the heart won't hurt or hate you, but it won't dare to love you again.

putus fius sudaaa

kdg2 betul kita sayang..
tapi x semestinya memiliki kan???
kdg2 mmg kite nak bg peluang kedua..
tapi x semua peluang kedua tu membawa kebaikan kan??
kesimpulannye aku confius..gilak sudaaa

bintangku

bintang aku rindumu
tapi malang kau jauh diatas sana ditemani sang bulan
bintang aku sayangi mu
tapi malang kau x pernah dekat dengan ku
aku hanya mampu menatap
memuja tinggi dirimu
sedangkan aku dibawah, kau pandang sepi
bintang benarku cintai mu
menanti dirimu jatuh ke ribaku
aku tak tahu berapa lama harus ku menanti
bintang tatkala aku berkata 'pergi'
bukan maksudku menghalau wujudmu
aku tak mahu menahan rindu..
bintang kau muncul dimalam hari
siang dirimu membawa diri..aku tak kuat untuk menanti dirimu



dedicate to someone.
for all the happiness~thanks
for all the sadness~thanks
for all the memories~thanks
its not easy 4 me to erase all the things

trouble sweetness

don't choose a candy if u won't buy it
in simple words~ dont be too sweet if u dont have plans to love the person...
yess human are made to be sweet but please..
there's some people that misunderstand some sweetness to the extent that they lose control n fall in love with that sweet person...
simple..u can be sweet..u can be nice but dont over do it..

gosh max lg!!

still cute even in sleep.. :))

jgn tnye sy kenapa sy ttbe obses to dis young men..

i hve my own reasons- i cant force myself *sgt tersirat makna ni*

mybe ni jalan selamat yg patut sy amik

entri 165

i miss him

Ya Allah..jika tlh dtkdirkn,dia bkn milikku,bawalh ia jauh dr pndngnku,luputknlh ia dr igtnku,ambillah kbhgiaan ketika dia ad disisiku dan peliharalh ak dr kekecewaan agrku ttp brbhgia wlaupun tnpa brsama dgnnya.

suddenly rase rindu sgt..rase kosong sgt..rindu mak..rindu abah..rindu adik2 n rindu die maybe sbb ni bulan puasa tp tah la..ttbe terfikir kgd2 manusia mmg buat silap xda manusia yg perfect pon kat dunia ni.ak pon same..ego ke aku?aku sendiri x tahu.pandangan manusia berbeza..pape pun yang penting kite try berubah..
n bermaafan


fikiran tetibe melayang teringat si die
hurmmm..rindu?memang la
org yg dah sebati dgn hidup tetibe menghilang
ak sendiri x tahu yg die masih lg tengok blog ni atau tak
rase mcm dah x
biar la diri ni di buang macam mane tp setia ak masih ada
kalau die boleh tunggu ak for few month b4 dis..xkan ak x boleh kan?
tah la..its may be sound desperate but...i dont know
i tried to forget everything bout him but i cant..n it hurt me more
biar la org nk ckp ape pon..
yg penting aku dah try
1st> ak cube lupekan..tp bila aku ad probs ak cume reti mengadu kat die..so how?aku x reti ngadu kt parents ..n if nak ngadu ngn frenz ada ke yg sudi nk dgr..
2nd> aku dah try nk buang everything..even the song dat he specially made 4 me..but still ak terjumpa 1 of his picture
3rd> aku dah try nk suke kat org lain..but bile ngn org lain 2 ak stil ingat die..so how?
4th> no one can stand wif kebusyan aku except him..coz he was busy too..
5th> no one know the secrets bout my family except him
6th> can i simply forget bout sumone dat support me so much??of cos not!!
7th> it's not a crime to have such feelings..right??

rinduu

air terjun

pantai

motor besar

buku tebal

baju melayu hitam

sampin songket

haishhhhh
missing~no good
i tried so hard but still can't

SUARA

suara sang ibu

suara merdunya mampu menidurkan ank

suara tenangnya mampu mengurangkan gundah

suara kasarnya mampu mendidik anak2

suara ibu

walau tak merdu

walau tak lunak

namun kuasa suara mereka amat bermakna

pernah ak rasa kecewa

pernah ak rasa gundah

hanya dgn suara ibu ak bangun semula

mengorak kembali cita-cita

kembali ke alam nyata

berpijak ke bumi yang nyata

~makkkkkkk i missssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sssssssoooooooooooooooooo mucccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

letting go

There are times when you think that you have found the right one for you 

but 

unfortunately you found out that you don't share the same feelings. 

It hurts and no matter how you want to fight for it,its useless and there's no better way 

but to let go.

At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night

SAYANG OPAHHHH

20 April 2010

Ak kat rumah sudah..whooyeahhh!!!haha..happy..realese tension ak at least dah xda org2 yg menyemakkan otak kt keliling ak..haha..i just happy being myself now J..

Tp actually ak sgt takot..takot kene tinggal lagi..taw kenape???sbb OPAH..i love my opah so much…we lived together since I was born..tp opah Nampak ‘teruk’ lately..sgt susah nk tengok opah bercakap..sgt susah nk dengar dye ketawa sedangkan membebel sorang2 tu hobi opah..ak takot sangat2…betol ad org ckp better if she ‘go’..x yah tanggung seksa lame2..tapi ak x sanggup nk hilang dye..opah lumpuh dah terlampau lame..since ak standard two rasenye..since dye lumpuh mak,yong,ak,paha n adk2 la yg uruskan dye..mandikan,basuhkan kencing,angkat g tido,n suap makan..she’s really like a baby..a BIG BABY J..but we still love her soooo muchhhh..

Time kat college dlu ad sorg kawan ckp antara tanda2 org tu dah x lame lg kat dunia

                >hilang satu prsatu deria

Bnda ni plg ak takot..opah dah hilang penglihatan..she cant see clearly..ingatan pon kurang..opah dh xkenal ak dah L..then hilang deria rase..opah dah xbyk makan..n plg baru opah langsung x bercakap..

Opah I do love you so much..please stay longer with us..give us time to prepare our mental..ALLAH panjangkan lah umur opah ku..aku belum cukup menyayanginya..belum cukup berbakti padanya…berikan lah sedikit waktu pada hamba-MU ini ya ALLAH..

its really HARD

Its hard for us to really know someone..

Then hard to let someone that we really know go..

Yeahh..REALLY HARD..*im crying rite now..huhu

Many Unexpected things happen to me lately..

I don’t think that I have enough strength to face it..

God help me..give me strength

People help me..

Friends I need ur support…

Thanks min and Julia..I appreciate both of you

Its really the hardest time I ever had

To all my course mate thanks for being understanding

For those who know nothing..thanks too

For YOU thanks for THIS..

Thanks for the happiness

Thanks for the sadness that YOU gave

Thanks for everything..u let me learnt so many things

Let me live happily k..

I try to hate u but I cant

I try to forget u but I miss u

I try to hurt u but im hurt too..

Hidup baik-baik..