M.Y.B.O.X

suddenly rase rindu sgt..rase kosong sgt..rindu mak..rindu abah..rindu adik2 n rindu die maybe sbb ni bulan puasa tp tah la..ttbe terfikir kgd2 manusia mmg buat silap xda manusia yg perfect pon kat dunia ni.ak pon same..ego ke aku?aku sendiri x tahu.pandangan manusia berbeza..pape pun yang penting kite try berubah..
n bermaafan


fikiran tetibe melayang teringat si die
hurmmm..rindu?memang la
org yg dah sebati dgn hidup tetibe menghilang
ak sendiri x tahu yg die masih lg tengok blog ni atau tak
rase mcm dah x
biar la diri ni di buang macam mane tp setia ak masih ada
kalau die boleh tunggu ak for few month b4 dis..xkan ak x boleh kan?
tah la..its may be sound desperate but...i dont know
i tried to forget everything bout him but i cant..n it hurt me more
biar la org nk ckp ape pon..
yg penting aku dah try
1st> ak cube lupekan..tp bila aku ad probs ak cume reti mengadu kat die..so how?aku x reti ngadu kt parents ..n if nak ngadu ngn frenz ada ke yg sudi nk dgr..
2nd> aku dah try nk buang everything..even the song dat he specially made 4 me..but still ak terjumpa 1 of his picture
3rd> aku dah try nk suke kat org lain..but bile ngn org lain 2 ak stil ingat die..so how?
4th> no one can stand wif kebusyan aku except him..coz he was busy too..
5th> no one know the secrets bout my family except him
6th> can i simply forget bout sumone dat support me so much??of cos not!!
7th> it's not a crime to have such feelings..right??