pride, ego, sombong

sem baru bermula maka bermulalah kehidupan baru aku..ecece hidup baru jadahnye la..konon-konon azam sem ni nak jd gud gurl..tapi orang yang aku kate nak peluk cium pon tak terpeluk and tercium lagi..orang yang aku nak mintak ampun and maaf pon tak terpohon lagi..uishhh dasar ego tinggi ni..hahaha..


banyak sangat dalih manusia ni..bak kate orked hendak seribu daya..nampak sangat ketinggian kehhendak aku tu kurang..macam2 alasan aku bg..segan la..malu la..nanti-nanti la..sedangkan banyak da contoh yang jd dpn mata aku..kes orang menyesal lambat mintak maaf la..tup tup nyawa ditarik tuhan..tapi ni la lumrah manusia tinggi sangat ego tu..setinggi room aku yang ada kat tingkat 5 ni..lenguh kaki wooooo..hilang lemak gua tiap ari panjat tangga..semput nafas..haha..stamina kurang :(


dulu aku belajar mcm mane nak jga pride..perempuan especially kne jga pride tu la yang senior2 aku slalu ajar..tp kadang-kadang aku sendiri pon tak sedar yang atas nama pride aku jd sombong and ego..what to do??and ada masa aku try sgt nak hilangkan ego tapi orang lak pijak kepala..aishhh..lyfe always complicated..haha..otak ni yang complicated!


nota hujung perenggan:
*disebab kan ego la wujudnye juniority n seniority yg aku cukup tak berkenan!
*tah bile la bru aku cukup kuat nak cakap 'saye mintak maaf kat awak yang sy banyak sgt buat salah'

salam aidilfitri

duhai bonda duhai ayahanda

dgr la rayuan anakanda yang jauhhh dimata......

okeyhh pasni da tak de nak dendang2 lagu sedih-sedih da..

beta mau kembali ke kampung

bertemu ayahanda n bonda terchenta :)

sempena hari raya aidilfitri ni..

aku ucapkan selamat hari raya to mane2 bloggers yg dtg membace...

ampunkan salah silap andai tersalah kata..

to all my fren yg menemani di umt zaman org semue kat umh..

orked, hasmi and diva

slamat ari raye..sorry for evrything..

jumpe lagi sem depan bersama kad raye yg xsempat tulis *xde pen

nota hujung kaki: setelah 2 tahun menginap di terengganu.tak sangka aku bole jatuh ati ngn nasi kerabu :)

posto posto

pejam celik pejam celik da 19 ari da kite pose..

pose tak abes lg..tp mood da msuk raye da..*dasar tak menyempat :)

nak kad raye!!!nak kad raye!!!!request ni!!

nak mercun bola!!

nak mercun buluh!!

nak semperit!!

haha..jadahnye la..da ada phone pon nak gatai beli kad raye..

almaklum la org ckp kalo bg kad ni nampak lg sincere

tapi mak aihhh..tanjat boboiii..

kalo zaman batu dulu anta kad kne 20 sen je..

zaman melineum ni..amek ko naek 30 sen..

total up nak pos 1 kad 50sen..tu baru tuk setem sahaja..

belom lg nak deco2..uhhh mmg tanjat la boboi..
omaigodd..nasib baek aku tak beli seratus ke dua ratus kad..

kalo tak botak kepala den..

nak beli baju raye pon lari bajet..

patot la org da xnak sweet2 ngn aku anta kad..aisehh

selamat berpuase..pasni nak g bazar ngn orked :)

*nota hujung kaki: kdg2 kite pikir kite da knl org 2..tp sbenar nye tak.. (tetibe je ati aku sayu..terkenangkan kwn)

tenang

cube tenang ok..TENANG
jgn asik nak marah je..
cube tanye ok..TANYA
jgn terus nak terjah je..
jgn perasan diri kite ni famous sgt sampai tiap mase org nak pikir hal kite

Perfect Ending

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.

as we grow up

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. 

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. 

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back

meaning of being alone

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Being alone sometimes gives you space to grow. Sometimes it's hard to grow when you're too close to someone.

Remember that trees are planted far from each other.. So that they can spread their branches and mature.